What if you don’t have to feel alone? What if there is support all around you. What if there is abundance waiting for you? What if all it takes is a shift in awareness? What if you can be guided to remember your divine self and who you really are? What if you can reclaim your power and clarity? 

I have chosen to use my pain as motivation to heal myself and help others heal. 

Many times during my healing journey I felt utterly alone, unsure of who I was and where I was going. I was adrift in the turbulent seas of uncertainty. 

Due to invalidating environments, childhood trauma, unhealthy boundaries in my family of origin, and an inability to express emotions in a healthy way, I found myself from a young age not feeling like I belonged and not safe enough to express my needs. I picked up on everyone else’s emotions and became a chameleon, trying to please everyone else and completely neglecting myself. This manifested early on as anxiety and later on as depression and chronic health issues.

I avoided everything: responsibility, growing up, conflict, other people. I isolated myself, ashamed at how fearful I had become and the shell of a person I was. I resorted to unhealthy coping mechanisms and saw the world through a lens of distrust and fear. I saw uncertainty everywhere.

I was unable to process these emotions or find the courage to develop a sense of self. Who was I? Who had I become? Wasn’t there something more to life than this anxiety and fear? 

My symptoms began to manifest physically as chronic insomnia, chronic fatigue, irritable bowel syndrome, brain fog, intense irritability, and inflammation throughout my body and brain. I had regular nightmares where I was attacked by demonic figures who had stolen my power. I was utterly helpless against these figures and regularly experienced sleep paralysis. I was a victim of my circumstances. I was powerless.

I continued to push myself despite my overwhelming health issues. I went to graduate school and then one fateful day on the way to class I found a flyer for community Reiki on the community bulletin board. And after a few sessions where I actually felt I could relax and be at peace for a few minutes, I felt like I knew for the first time what it felt like to be connected to my intuition.

This feeling was the impetus, the true start to my healing journey. Reiki has helped me remember my divine, spiritual self and embody that higher version of myself in my day to day life and work. It has helped me to reclaim my power from those demons in my nightmares. It has helped me to trust myself and my power. It has helped me to develop a sense of self. It has been my guiding light and has connected me with wonderful human beings with similar stories and journeys who are now working to help others who need healing. 

If you are feeling lost, disconnected, uncertain, alone, ashamed, fearful, or overwhelmed, I am here to support you. You are Sacred. You are Worthy. You are Free.

Relax to reconnect to yourself and feel more aligned and empowered. Trust you are guided and have the innate capacity to heal. When you are able to rest and relax, healing naturally happens. Let Reiki help you to reconnect to your natural state of wellbeing. From this place of calm, things will become more clear and you will be able to make more aligned decisions. When you are more aligned you will feel more empowered. Book your Reiki session with Thunderheart Wellness today.